I am so hurt right now. I just want to fall asleep in some pleasant memory. to be a child again, to feel the simple pleasures of company. to feel nothing but sweet, sweet exhiliration. i used to hold the keys to my future. who knows, maybe even the keys to the world. seems as if i’ve won the fight, but lost the war. i wish to dream in night time skies. i won’t make it till the morning.